i m a million diff people from one to the next.

Friday, April 20, 2007

go let it out !

Let go of your worries and be completely clear-hearted, like the face of a mirror that contains no images.
If you want a clear mirror, behold yourself and see the shameless truth, which the mirror reflects.
If metal can be polished to a mirror-like finish, what polishing might the mirror of the heart require?
Between the mirror and the heart is this single difference: the heart conceals secrets, while the mirror does not.

Saturday, December 30, 2006

History

Hmm well doin some soul searching..

I wander lonely streets
And in every face I meet
Reminds me of what I have run from

In every man, in every hand
In every kiss, you understand
That living is for other men
I hope you two will understand
I've got to tell you my tale
Of how I loved and how I failed
I hope you understand

When you're thinking about the things you do
I hope you understand there's more in a smile than in a hand
In every sky, in every kiss
There's something that I might have missed
Why am I going to
A place that now belongs to you
But you were weak and so was I
Let's pick it up, let's even try
To live today, so why not smile

History will always be history
Thats what it mend to be
Gone but never forgotten.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Kiri kanan kiri !

Which is more important: whether you win or lose, or how you play the game? Well there is no winning situation cuz u win u still gotta go thru the shit same as hell as u lose.Kiri kanan kiri! These are just a small quarter of zillion of words that we had been shouting or hearing again and again and again. A different culture that almost every Sings with dicks need to blend in. A galaxy where coorperation and planning is most vital. And the most annoying or shld I say discriminating is that we came in as the lowest level RECRUITS! Bladdy treated like animals but then again its all in the mind!
Army challenge onself physically and mentally beyond any limits. Its only we as individuals could realize how far can it be stretched.
The big picture of the defence academy is so amazing. How organized the structure, the various units, the spirit and bonding of each soldier. Trained for wat? Lemmings of war which is the most unimaginable chaotic event if happened. During war, every human being will be the same, Money which is said to be the root of all evil will come to a stage where there is no value. NS life has opened up lots of issues and thoughts that never had I thought off and at least about a third more of my cells are lively nw i guess heh. Lots more in me mind. Eid Mubarak wasn’t really into it, the fact that the first day need to book in was terrible. Was kinda jealous watching old mates pictures dressed up in their beautiful kurungs some as lovely as ever ahakz getiing more chubby heh..
Ohh yeah counting the days to POP ! ohh yess any creatures wanna tag along wit me to bali .. I need a holidayyyyyy !

Monday, October 23, 2006

I wanna be adored

Time like these we learn to live again.
Every living needs it.
Without you i m nothing.



Sunday, September 24, 2006

Triptico`

Ever think about the richness of possibilities that would open up to you. Even if i did, would most likely never could imagine the kind of experiences had during journey to the infamous Pahgan island!
Time was never ever in my mind while traveling in fact didn’t put on my any watch so time was never an issue but upon reaching home how I wish that the journey could extend eternally. The creatures I met the kind of paths walked on while discovering new dimensions is such a formidable experience.
Everything at that moment were meaningful. Sunrise, Sunset, peace, lights , people, kids, clouds, seas, fine sands, full moon, happy people all. All the weird but mind opening creatures that came across my way.
This trip was nothing near compared to the last. It just comes and gives the blow that makes my mind run wild. Its those moments that got quite a way of sneaking a way of u when u least expected.
There s no end to possibilities while traveling. Everything has its way of reason. Its not just bout the non-stop party all day long till afternoon, getting laid or whatever. Its just more than that. The surreal of reality, life. How mankind from different cultures live in. Money which at a certain stage is not a concern, has no values just pure happiness.
Tho I stayed at charong bungalow along the stretch of sunrise beach, most of the time I was at this uniquely 2 in 1 house bar that this local guy build himself. Fact that it was by the beach was just awesome. Pi Yum the local lad was a great guy. He made us feel like its our own home. Ever slept that for a night there after the triptico to la la land haha. He was happy in fact. He told us to take drinks whenever we wanted just make it like its our home gosshhh. The fact that we just knew for less than a day and the trust was there. Great lad. And also I m sure no guest would intend to do any stupid stuff cuz I spotted a samurai sword in the bar haha.. Pirates of the carribean! a genuine one.
Most of the time in the noon we were chilling out at Piyum unique house bar. And when times pass we shared our life, different cultures. Agreed that there was lil difficulty in understanding but somehow slowly we managed to understand one another. Night we were out in the beach chilling wit the bucket of joy in hand!
Ohh yess first time in life celebrate bthdae overseas so this time is really something and plus that night where my eyes lay on Karena. Fine sand, great music, gorgeous brunette and the full moon. Gosh wat more could I ask. The rest was history. Pahgan is definitely a temptation island. See lots of couples quarrelling, so its kinda lil upset too fer them but good for the singles maybe heh. And the fact that u can get to meet lots of different cultures in an island is magnificent. Note that e Irish are such warm ppl. The british are pure madness partying all night long. Ohh strange thing is that almost everywhere can spot a jew. Tink its becoming a hot spot zone for em to holiday. Damn so stuck up but to hell wit em tho I still goota say their ladies are foooking hot. Among all I love the swedishhh aha blonde colourful pair of eyes oooouuuuhhhhhhhhhhh haha but in the end was stuck wit the Russian chick. Hot as ever! And not to forget the locals, thais. Such sweet creatures! Ouh but the night before going home, someone was shot dead! Gosh it’s the mafia thingy so betta not be kepo or else bang bang !
Never had a motor license in Singapore but no worries let it all out in pahgan. I rented a ksr small kawa 110 cc. Its small but that’s just the size other than that its dope ! And we were like riding as if we were playing dirt in some tracks. The accident was freaky, was riding down this notorious hill and due to excitement throttled up and so I skidded but managed to threw the bike away, just few bruises. Was really like some stunt acts without any safety gear. The whole trip was awesome, walking pass the bridge was a formidable experience, really like some Indiana jones kinda adventure! But gotta say the group went wit was lil fucked up. Well maybe due to different likings and way of wanna enjoy. Also maybe we r guys, each one of us had big egos. Niwae the bottom line was all of us came back as whole piece.
This time full moon was purely awesome, before midnight the streets of Had Rin was already jam packed everyone in happy mood, consuming hard drinks etc etc gosh.. And while walking pass them everyone had put on smily faces its like no ones in here are for trouble just to have fun, strangers offering ya drinks, acknowledging ya as if known ya fer years. And when we set into the beach wooaawww ! its so packed we were scattered out due to the crowdness so fer me I head to the drum n base alone! That night my body was like a machine grooving non-stop haha its nice! The party continues till sunrise during that time most of the ppl were getting wasted, some lying down wit their face in the sand haha mad! Couples sleeping together lots just chilling down and watch the sunrise and after that wat else party again !
The word of the day for that night was party, simple and enjoy! But this time round I knew where my limits were cuz I wanna party till tomorrow so I was going constant.
ahakkzz I was like partying till nearly 12 in the noon and that’s where I knew sooner or later I ll just break down ahakzz so dats it fer that whole night steadily walked backed to the bungalow and slept e whole day.
Damn given the longer length of time and extra fulus would definitely extend my stay there. Due to my loved ones back home waiting fer me knew gotta get back home asap. Next stop Sydney! Danny u ve gotta get ur own apartment quick ! but then again this whole service to the country is a great barrier to overcome it!
Peace
One Love

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Lil thoughts

"Ye shall know the Truth,

And the Truth shall make you angry!"

short but zillions stuffs in it.

Friday, August 18, 2006

Common People

She came from Europe she had a thirst for knowledge
She studied sculpture, that's where I caught her eye.
She told me that her Dad was loaded
I said in that case I'll have a rum and coke-cola.
She said fine and in thirty seconds time she said, I want to live like common people
I want to do whatever common people do, I want to sleep with common people
I want to sleep with common people like you.
Well what else could I do I said I'll see what I can do.
I took her to a supermarket
I don't know why but I had to start it somewhere, so it started there.
I said pretend you've got no money, she just laughed and said oh you're so funny.
I said yeah? Well I can't see anyone else smiling in here.
Are you sure you want to live like common people
You want to see whatever common people see
You want to sleep with common people,
But she didn't understand, she just smiled and held my hand.
Smoke some fags and play some pool, pretend you never went to school.
But still you'll never get it right
Cos when you're laid in bed at night watching roaches climb the wall
If you call your Dad he could stop it all.
You'll never live like common people
You'll never do what common people do
You'll never fail like common people
You'll never watch your life slide out of view, and dance and drink and screw
Because there's nothing else to do.
Sing along with the common people, sing along and it might just get you thru'
Laugh along with the common people
Laugh along even though they're laughing at you and the stupid things that you do.
Because you think that poor is cool.
I want to live with common people