i m a million diff people from one to the next.

Friday, August 26, 2005

Best of you

Ohh its been a while since has not work at CVH.Dat dae boss called my up and says he need s my warming service. I know I m still wanted in that arena. So came in slightly late due to intership. I was like a guest mate! Everyone askn where had ya been stuff loike dat. T he best part is mah big boss confronted me..its been awhile kid since since I saw ya.. I was like whooooaaaaa now thats cool.. cuz that bloke seldom open his mouth with part times and if he does it always shit dat comes out..haha..ok
They had this diplomats dinner. Very well decorated. Ambassadors from all arnd the world gathered. Geezzz at first thinkig bout diplomats make me had this idea that they r all politician, having the passion to make the world betta. U noe those political figure image.. not like Bush aite he s the 2nd badge of the African monkey decendants..Geezz they are diff..The ladies are all covered with blings2..fake juggies..skimpy clothes..shocked me man!!! And they r like just laughing enjoying themselves the whole nite..this causes stir in my mind.,Its makes me wonder..Our future lies in the diplomats hand..not really but partially I guess..and they don’t seem to be worrying wats happening mate! Now this is scary..i mean they are getting a 5 figure pay to do all party dinner etc..??? Bladdy wankers ..ought to be chopped !! okk positivity aite..maybe its just that night that they let out they diff side. Having that stress out..possiblility..anywae whatever it is this is lil disturbing mate..damn worked till 4am dat dae..turnover..delays etc..u get wat I mean oyt..and all the taxes..hehe..
But overall it was an enjoyable nite..wrking with the colleagues..and as usual newbies trying be cool haha..bollocks !! and the funny part is they will think that I m new there. But as it has always been mr humble so I just nodded..

My mate is in Taiwan. Just hope he wont fall in love exchane rings there and the worst of all become a permanent Taiwanese..hehehe..Mate hope you doing fine oyt bzyily combating..i guezz soldiers are combating more with the mental stress rather than the enemy..cuz it’s the enemy within us that we need to put it off first before we confront, judge others. Oyt mofos !!

I bladdy cant wait to voice out this literature. The shit thing is I m being skeptical now. Damn . Any help???

I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse


Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Best of you

Ohh its been a while since has not work at CVH.Dat dae boss called my up and says he need s my warming service. I know I m still wanted in that arena. So came in slightly late due to intership. I was like a guest mate! Everyone askn where had ya been stuff loike dat. T he best part is mah big boss confronted me..its been awhile kid since since I saw ya.. I was like whooooaaaaa now thats cool.. cuz that bloke seldom open his mouth with part times and if he does it always shit dat comes out..haha..ok
They had this diplomats dinner. Very well decorated. Ambassadors from all arnd the world gathered. Geezzz at first thinkig bout diplomats make me had this idea that they r all politician, having the passion to make the world betta. U noe those political figure image.. not like Bush aite he s the 2nd badge of the African monkey decendants..Geezz they are diff..The ladies are all covered with blings2..fake juggies..skimpy clothes..shocked me man!!! And they r like just laughing enjoying themselves the whole nite..this causes stir in my mind.,Its makes me wonder..Our future lies in the diplomats hand..not really but partially I guess..and they don’t seem to be worrying wats happening mate! Now this is scary..i mean they are getting a 5 figure pay to do all party dinner etc..??? Bladdy wankers ..ought to be chopped !! okk positivity aite..maybe its just that night that they let out they diff side. Having that stress out..possiblility..anywae whatever it is this is lil disturbing mate..damn worked till 4am dat dae..turnover..delays etc..u get wat I mean oyt..and all the taxes..hehe..
But overall it was an enjoyable nite..wrking with the colleagues..and as usual newbies trying be cool haha..bollocks !! and the funny part is they will think that I m new there. But as it has always been mr humble so I just nodded..

My mate is in Taiwan. Just hope he wont fall in love exchane rings there and the worst of all become a permanent Taiwanese..hehehe..Mate hope you doing fine oyt bzyily combating..i guezz soldiers are combating more with the mental stress rather than the enemy..cuz it’s the enemy within us that we need to put it off first before we confront, judge others. Oyt mofos !!

I bladdy cant wait to voice out this literature. The shit thing is I m being skeptical now. Damn . Any help???

I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse


Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

To accomplish much you must first lose everything

Sometimes awake at night, and I ask, 'where 'ave I gone wrong?' then a voice says ter me, 'this is garner take more than wahn night!!
Damn I iz 21 kinda don't dig dis shit but I iz still 12 hat heart narr doubt about dat for sho. Stereotype ppl mind “ hey ur 21 huh wow ur da man now “ don't dig those pharases dat link 21 wiv manhood. Well its kinda true qualified to do more stuff an' responsibility gets heavia.
Well fer me it’s da content in our brain dat matters most.not age cuz age r just numbers. percepshun an' characta iz blady much more vital.
Did not massiv up fer dis year bthdae apart from da dinner had at nyc. fe real wuz da plain day but dinner wuz not dat bad thks mates! all those plans last time fer 21th bthdae bash hmm neva fulfilled nvm dere iz always twist in fate..

Dat dawn went ridin wit da dudes to splanade chillin hout dere. legs got itchy started to climb da barria an' stand beside da merlion…standin in a Dave blaine posishun focusin on disappearin da massiv national statue. but instead hof disappearin sumfink appeared da securitys ! wuz asked to get down, damn those cunts !

Hva reason dat makes me not wanna go njoy me bthdae till I fall hout wuz daddy’s health worryin me but not anymore cuzz I nah he ll get betta..fallin sick iz sumfink every human gotta go through at a certain age. Positive attidude mayn! I gotta make him happy..Bin kinda interested in dis physiotherapist stuff well interesting it just dwells me wanna learn more.

An' also oi d loike ter raise me voice and recommend to de government to add psychology in de secondary educashun subjects. reason bein' is to make 'humans, or sum animals to understan' their partner, family lads or whatsoever better. Cuz It feckin' boils me up when someain misjudged me.

oh there’s dis little adorable gal dat iz still strollin in me mind. wuz walkin towards NUH visitin da gd pal hof mine dat warded fe some infecshun. spotted da buska singing at da subway..was playin it’s a wild world batty classic song…he s got da voice package eurasian lookin wiv iz long curly hair droppin

While walkin past by I layed some cash on iz casin dat has many coins all ova. wiv da bright smile he chanted tanks !! narr worries ! I replied..suddenly from nowhere dis little gal came huggin me from da bak..very cute n' adorable girl she said thks..spontaneously I carried ha an' I said most welcome .she began askin me where ur goin stranga ..hahaha I said to da hospital angel.. the buska wuz ha papa.
Ohh at that point I reali felt like kidnapping ha. She got dis sweet smile
dat is stored well in me memory.

My back is itchy can someone scratch it and cover me in honey n butter..?


Dis bloke of mine loves two ladies. one named lorain an' one named clearly. one day lorain dies so he starts singin "i can see clearly now lorain iz gone"

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

AssasiN

Now I m trying to appease myself by saying that I’ve got this unique sense of predicament. Well the first was supposed to follow my mates to Koh Pah Gan and I did not till now I just cant answer myself why I did not follow em. Well and yes surprisingly one of history most worst disaster occurred around the territory too. Well happy enough that the bollocks are safe back. Luckily they never decide to land their itchy legs at Phuket or else then there would be a need to do some soul searching there hehe. And now the thoughts of me to London that is very the scary man.
The Brazilian dude that was MURDERED by c ops.
So they allow the guy, while following him, to enter the tube, then RUN AFTER HIM, while being not identified, not wearing police clothes, basically a bunch of crazy fuck ups with guns chasing you.
What do you do? Duuhhhh! You run for your life right.

He did. They caught him, immobilized him, and shot him five times in the head, execution style, so he could not "trigger" one of his NON EXISTENT bombs.
All this while all I know that in London only 10% of the kops routinely carry arms. And after that shocking incident it’s turning into a bloody city.
Well I certainly point the finger on the shoot to kill policy. I'm glad you got that shit head Blair as your chief of state.
So much for getting rid of Hitler a few years ago. Now you have "shoot innocents to kill" in the streets as clear accepted order. What a fucking wonderful place to live.
And they did all of that to what again? Prevent terrorism, oh yeah.
So I suppose EVERYONE who's walking down the street can be a terrorist. Or further defining “tan skin, black hair and beard”.
As long as the moronic person in charge "feels" that one particular passer by is a threat, he will allow his thugs to have their way with him.
We should start a civilian massacre to make the world safe again.????

Stupid mongoloid fuck ups!!

This issue had creates lots of controversy back in London. Innocent Muslims are getting blamed. Their imaged is getting bad to worse. Groups like Naqshi, Kadiri, other Sufi groups which are very well known there and also not only that but to preach peace is also balancing on that thin line.

Can anyone tell me how safe it is to travel now ??? Damn hmm if I m wrrking in the insurance sector I would come out with this new policy that could compensate you if ur killed while traveling! Geezz how awesome would dat me! Or maybe a new policy just for Muslims becuz they can just get shot or assassinate anytime and yes believe me anywhere. This virus of total chaos is spreading. The feud between the Palestine and Jeews are now heading Europe. Where next..?

Had far cousin from Dubai landing at my home doorsteps last week. And now I m kinda regretting why did I open the door for em..hehe yeahh I m mean these days…just kiddin!.
Were from daddy’s side and they came for some business issue.. First time came to meet in person with em. Nice ppl and so was given the task to bring guide em. Yes Singapore is plain nothing. I can just tour round this tiny weenie place in a day maybe. The shit thing is dat I was summoned to sleep at hall..Now this is scary not that I m afraid but they r violating my privacy room..I certainly don’t wish to wake up early next morning seeing them staring at me.So what I did was to go in and out simultaneously yeah kinda security mission ahakzz . So far so good….

Speaking of Dubai it reminds me of the infamous Burj Al Arab Hotel. I don’t regard it as a hotel but a palace floating on the sea cuz the hospitality, ambience and architecture of the inner palace makes u feel like King. My goodness it’s a 7 star lol not 5 nor 6 but 7 sia ! Hmm I m wondering now how they define service there…