i m a million diff people from one to the next.

Friday, December 30, 2005

Banda Aceh - Island of 1000 Mosques

The exegetes mention that the testimony of time, mentioned in this verse, refers to the testimony of each era’s extraordinary events, events that indicate the incomparable of God. The recent tsunami, which devastated regions in and out if the Indian Ocean is one such events that triggered the x button. Only God could have ushered the awesome power unleashed by the earthquake that moved the island of Sumatra 100 feet, yet left intact. Only God could have ushered the awesome power to send a wave of water, whose depth reached from the surface of the water to the ocean floorm hundreds of miles across the sea at speeds exceeding five hundred miles an hour. Only God could devise an “earlywarning system” which told myriad species of animals to flee to the safety of high ground. Only God

Yet many, even some professing faith in Islam, having seen such an awesome display of God’s power, question His Wisdom. Why must our faith be constantly tested? Why did so many unsuspecting people have to perish? Why were children swept from their mothers arms? Why such widespread and apparently wanton destruction? Why, once again are the Muslims the majority of those suffering from such calamities? Why?

In many instances, for Muslims, such questions may arise from ignorance of basic religious teachings and insufficient knowledge of Islamic eschatology. Let us endavour to answer some of the above questions.

This world, as God repeatedly informs us in the Qur’an, is the abode of trials and tribulations. God says, He who has created death and life in order to test which of you is best indeed. He also says, We will surely test you with measure of fear and hunger, and lost of wealth and lives. Give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere. Similarly, Do people think that they will be left alone merely saying, ‘We believe!’ and not be tested? All of these verses emphasize that this world is an abode of tests. The object is life is not to avoid or deny its tests and trials, rather to successfully pass them.

Do not find the occurrence of tribulations strange as long as you are in this wordly abode, for it (world) has it has only manifested its deserved description, its intrrinstic characteristic.

Living in this world will inevitably bring us tests. Those test are subtle and open, they occur in great and small things. Through these tests, God shows which of us truly believe, and which of us are empty claimants. Many thing that tests from Gods are always signs of His wrath. As Muslims, we believe that the trials afflicting us can be signs of His Love. God Messenger (s.a.w) informed us:
The magnitude of otherworldly reward is proportionate to the magnitude of wordly tribulation. When God loves people, He tries them. Whoever is content, will have divine pleasure. Whoever is displeased will have divine wrath.

Human suffering is real. However, human perseverance, and human dignity are just as real. They allow us to nobly endure the trials of the world. As Muslims we are assisted towards this end by our knowledge that any suffering we experience in this world expiates our sins.

If one’s view of human life is limited to this world. One might easily be led to view the suffering and travails of this world as manifestation of injustice or cruelty. However, when one related those hardships to the life hereafter, one must confront the question, “How bad can any suffering in this world be if it is open the door to unimaginable, eternal good in the life hereafter?
In conclusion those who drowned in the tsunami are martyrs. Those were crushed by demolished structures are martyrs. They have all gone on or will go on to the good God has prepared for them. Our Prophet (s.a.w) mentioned: The martyrs are five: One who dies during the plague; one who dies of dysentery; one who dies by drowning; one who dies in a demolished structure; and one who dies struggling in the way of God. Paradise will be theirs. Their cases are closed.
As for us, what will be our case? Will we humble ourselves before the awesome power of God, or will we continue to display our destructive hubris? Will we continue to take the blessings of food, clean water and shelter for granted, or will we fall unto our knees, raising our hands to the sky, our eyes flowing with tears, thanking God for these blessings from the depth of our hearts? Will we forge about the suffering victims of the tsunami as soon as the gatekeepers decide that other stories are more newsworthy and the images disappear from our televisions, or will we continue our relief and fundraising efforts? And perhaps most importantly, will we watch scores of people bury their deadm and continue to neglect preparation for our own inevitable demise?
Written by Zaid Shakir taken from magazine: The Path

Miracles are known to happen out of blue, once in a lifetime. Rut what had happened last year was indeed multiple event of miracles. After the disastrous tsunami, there came Katrina weeping out the whole town of New Orleans and other states too. There certainly are some analysis made after these two incidents happened in completely 2 different places. When tsunami occurred, never there were stories of murder, looters and worse rape !! but it was the oppsite way in US. Lots of disastrous incidents that piles up to Katrina. So who are more liberal ? Egoistically you call your country a freedom country where there had been speculation which said aid was late due to the number of blacks staying at the zone hit area.. The administration spend millions opps no billions for just toppling Saddam regime. This must be stated down in history books. Ok that’s it for now cuz one things will definitely lead to another.

Miracles and stories that really makes me ponder was what happened in Bandar Aceh the island of 1000 mosques. Firstly I didn’t knew that Aceh was packed with lots of mosques and also a very cultured and religious society. All my thoughts were that they just engaged in battles with Indonesia’s soldiers for freedom. Well now I do believe that they have all right to do after reading more stuff about this miraculous country. That day, the wave was as high a six story, till now I still cant really imagine how bad the impact is. It is just beyond imagination. And the most shocking part was that not only one mosques but lots of them still stayed intact after the tsunami was over. Mosques that were built by wooden can stay put despite the killer waves killing hundreds, carrying huge ships of the land and destroying hundreds of properties. This is a miracle shown by God. There were survivors that stayed in the mosque for safety saw the waves split into two when it was reaching the mosque. Al-Muhaymin- the protector of all things.
A pregnant lady, grasping for her life during the tsunami saw a python coming towards her and she clung onto the snake and yes the snake brought the lady to a safe place. Lots more stories that were told by the survivors which has indeed shock the world. A year has passed and basic supplies, temporary construction, training and capacity-building has been focused on. A good sign showing progress is made.

Well I do wish all the best to the Acehnese and to other tsunami survivors that they will build up and come back strong.

Friday, December 16, 2005

With or without you

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait....without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing left to win
And nothing else to lose

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you


The first line see the stone set in ur eyess howw magnificient is thatt !!!
This song is unbelievable how much..!! Its so emotional, so pure every words every line..
From me point of view he can't live with anyone, that's just the point. He has to be around her, but it causes him so much pain to do so. he's trapped. She tortures her (On a bed of nails she makes me wait) but he can't stand to be apart from her. To him, this person is like a drug. The drug is killing him, but he absolutely cannot be without it. It's like your trapped in your own life. It's the worst feeling in the world.
It can be interpreted a number of different ways from the mundane to the mystical, each with an equivalent depth of feeling. It just hurts so good..
How big band produce music that really touch millions all around..well i m not really a big fan of U2..but this song really feel me..how i wished i could just see em live..and now i m starting to regreat not watching oasis in sydneyy..sigghh

Misjudgedd

Its has been a week past ever since this lil four legged creature step into my crib..
Well aat first she looks like the lil petite kitty that will slep on ur laps quietely but i guess not..Haha she s turning everything upside down..She very hyper acctive its as if she s been drugged by some designer pills..Everything that she caught her eyes is a toy..including me and familia..maybe she s born with the big cats instinct, well if it is true then i got to ge worried when she grows..lolz
Yess she just like scratching all of us..i just cant seem to forget this incident..the maid was in the kitchen and there the ginger came in silently and astonishingly she kust jumped and pounced on the maid's cat..wahaha from far i saw yani was like dancing in the kitchen lol..i really laughed it out..lepak ssaaakk kekekeke
in the night while i m sleeping in the hall, she would crawl up on me body like a ninja and start doing the dance...yess sleepless nights i would say for these few dayss..but one thing that amazed me is she really knowss when to stop its like she can understand my feelingszz..i whp does not get mad after being scratch couple of times early in the morningzz..cuzz when had enough with her ginger will cool her elf down and just cuddle arnd me..in the end she just slept beside me..well yes hapi ending but through out it was nott !!

skul was pretty hectic for these weeks..with presentation in mind and other lab test..yeah in3d lab test lol guess i invented a new fish..maybe its was sharks cuz that was lost million yrs ago..hehe but niwae i managed to completed it and next is my finale project,time to make my creativity run wild !
for this last sem i m going through a revamp..a revamp of myself..well officially i could say i m building my own application without the normal old ways..yesshh going throught the hard way..a very challenging moment of time for me i would say but after tinking back what happened for the last three yrs, the wasting of time for absolutely nothing,pondering moments..etc etc i guess i just goota make it happen for now ..if not me who else..

ohh yess last week was zouk out..well i used to be a sucker for these outdoor eventss you know when all those babes dancing between ya legs heehe nah kiddin..but these time around i waasnt present on that day..everybody was there i guess tho.. i just felt that i shldnt be there..well partly due cuzz yesshh i dreamt that sing was hit by tsunami..wat a dream ! and the shocking thing is that my sis dream that too..well i just dunno how true is that..i just cant imagine me at the beach and suddenly get wiped out with natures weapon..its gonna be disastrous..and i wouldnt wanna pass out like dat..yes fate its not in our hands but sometimes our decision partly decides our fate..its our heart that we shld hear not the mind..

its had been sometime since i ve wrked..well ever since wrking at quenstown primary teaching those delinquent kids i began to tink wrking for 6 bucks n hr is it worth it..is it worth the time..yess got this job from me fren, tho its not that permanent but getting to work in a school atmosphere was exciting..he needs an assistant and so he buzed me up and i filled in that post..the pay was lucrative and so why not..all i need to do was to assist my fren in teachin basic fundamentals of multimedia ohh yess using imac..so learnt the skills that i got to that night and then its was off the next morning..teaching kids was fun..bladdy amazing its a shock to see how kids grow these time..totally diff during mine..

Monday, December 05, 2005

She is shinier than gold !!

The very first moment when i lay my eyes on her..dat very moment dat i fell for her..Her big cuty eyes staring at me innocently giving me that tingling feeling..
When she cuddle beside me while i was laying makes my mind go all winding..
Very small cute petite body..not to woory i sure feed you honey...
Ever since Ginger gones missing homie was very silent without her.
However silent had been erased and hope has arrived in just time.
sis and i got a kitten for our family..
damn now the thoughts of keeping a tarantula and dreams of getting bitten by it to become spidey is fading..
well aint much reason to why was interested by tarantulas however its way of survival and its species definitely build me curiousity but it cant still defeat the affection i had for cats..
Well they may not be of the same state cant speak with us but ur purr is enought for me to wonder and least they r much much way betta than some humans..!
I know that they are just children with fur. When you enter your private world,they greet you with all the enthusiasm their hearts can muster.Bright eyes and the joy in their voices express the fact life will Be Okay...
.give em more food..interact more with em and the ball will bounce back for sure... and thats it at last there is someone to sleep beside me weeeeeeee...When you pick her up she plucks you like a duck ahakz

She rubs my leg and starts to purr with a soft little rumble,a soft little whirr,
as if she had motors inside of her.
Haha hope i dont sound that awkward..
if only kitty dont grow..cuz i aint want em to grow becoming like a queen finding their best spots and do their daily chores hmm wat else sleeping!!
I ll make sure this kitty will be as active as hell..bring her down terrorize the other cats,hehe do some bird hunting..lots more..just like the legendary white candies..still rememebered saw this long brown snake at the back of old crib..and she bravely tried to wade that serpent off..bravo!!
she s gone but never forgotten..