Stresssoo
Every second every day all i am thinking is about my MP..Its really giving me nuts..Making me go sleepness nightss, pondering and having nightmares..The whole bladdy term break spent most of my time cracking my head on my MP. Well shockingly i completed like 80% of it. Great achievement fer me i wld say.. But well fate fer me has always been a twist.. My foookkiingggg Sup saw it and neither did he praise or blandished or gave good remarks but instead he said its not enough worse not enough to pass cuz it does not meet the objectivee. all he said that this is not more of a project but wat actually i gootta do is a research thingyy.what do i look like a scientist to you fucckkiing cunt !! ..goshh at that moment all i felt was just to clamp him down and break every single bone of hiss..!! You fcuking piss of rot guy!! Instead you shld be helping me but its the other wayy round..And now what he wants is something that is impossible..and with other projects on my head this is the critical moemnts of life..now only i m starting to reconcile the decision that i had made..foolishh oness..just makes me ponder and at the same time boill..no one seem to fucking understand me..what me am goin thru neither at home nor outside..all i can do is just to motivate myself..sounds weird but thats what i m doinn..but fer nowww my mind is programmed to think that..if you put in effort but fail well its the experience that gain..so i ll just put all my effort and just wait and see the outcome hopefully and confidently i ll gradute..
at the same time those two bros liam noel who always takes pride in their image dressing in their gaudiest clothes,are coming down to bangkok for the bangkok rock festival this feb..my matess this is gonna be the night..the night where we sings our hearts out..the night to stop crying your heart out..the night where we gonna make it happenn! its gonna be a massivvee nightt..well the reason that i chose bangkok was very easy..the crowd the bands performing ian brown and placebo mate!! wat more yer want ! starting to plan with me mates..yess for the love of my matess i forked out some cash first bought 4 ticks which cost more than 500!! damn this the most ex transaction ever madee goshhh..now left plane and accomodation, well was thinking of hiring a van and do a road trip thingyy..but 28 hrs of driving to reach bkk gosshh that really frightens but to think bout the fun,boozing,cracking moments during the trip its really fooking temptiinnggg..well its still under consideration tho..if it happends i m all sett..i just love watching natureee but for 28 hrs hmm well well .. and yesss after that they r cuming down to our soil at last..gossh i mean at lastt..if i ve got enuf cash i d sure go but i was wondering bout the organisers mind..i mean you sell sitting ticketss..what in hell?? fook this is not an opera or some cabaret showw..this is a rock n roll band performingggg and you want us to be seated..stupid twats!! really pain in the arsee..i m sure liam gonna boil up if he see his fans sitting down looking at him lolzz..
read the papers bout the stampede story in the holy city of Mecca..yes is it hurt if ya loved ones were involved..i mean u die being clamp and step on but those are people who tink not deep..well fer me going back to God from a holy city of Mecca is something that i guess every ummah wants..millions of pilgrims will pray for you there..their doa s and especially the Sheikh the lead millions making the doa..howw big is that..anyway i do hope for all pilgrims there to come home safe and sound..Gods grace insyallah..
okiee its dawn i d go and do my mornin prayerss
Much loveee
