i m a million diff people from one to the next.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Scream blue murder

Gonna share wat for in for Baybeats tho I m I m just one of thrillions of em..Baybeats 2005 was ballsed-up.Bad organazia..K I must admit I suck when comes to local band yess just came to know bout Surreal dat day itsef..Certainly not my type of melody.. The crowd there fooking packed with lots of beatles wig hairstyle..Its like nearly everyone has the same shit. Seen lots of bampots in blazer as if they just came back from Sea games without any medals..Blazers are the in thing for now I could say. Was with my bezzy mates for that night chilling out. Damn everywhere lots of bootylicious biatch scattered around..We banjo’d through all the night with my mates and yeah just us chilling out. Meet Fart with his mates..As usual as crazy always..I tink I begin to suspect that he s been possesd all this years so his body has few souls in it …Was at the bay for 2 days straight. Not dat I m a sucker but I like watching the scene tho my dream is still existing at Glastonbury..or Summer Sonic hmm maybe baybeats is for a start..

The privilege to enter Dxo without even getting to do some signings or sliding of cards is very hyped up..Thanks mates for that..!! The place is very hip..its awesome just that the crowd is not there.. I wonder maybe it takes time to brand Dxo into clubbers mind.. I guess tho its becuzz of the bad reputation Embassy had that makes Dxo fell into the well too..Oohhh man I love the tower of glass..haha..The lager boyss love them all..

These past few days had been severly hard on me..Lots of questions that came from nowhere suddenly popped in my mind..Its always the “if” thing…Just trying my very best to programme my brain to accept facts. Its reality. I am a person who tends to reason out stuff.There must be some reason behind everything. The thing that make us diff from animals is that we can reason out and so if we cant able to do dat then needless more to say..I hate silence when wanting to know something..It just makes my heart on fire burn with desire.
Took mc and went on a quest.Had some problems to deal with..Firstly went to polyclinic..the biggest mistake ever..fook that doctor luckily i still had my patience..I just dunno wat was his prob..Its as if he knew me..Firstly he said I ve got throat infection ?? secondly he told me my eyes are reddish. I was like what has it got to do with migraine(faking ). I mean I m sure he bladdy knew my purpose of coming..To get that small sheet of paper that has the power to shut my boss up ! Its not like ur getting a low pay or something..Thiss is the problems with M.When they r at a certain status they nose r high..arrogant bastaarddsss..

Went somewhere after that alone and so that means to say I have the authority to go wherever I want. After doing wat I gotta do went to buy stuff for daddy..He not feeling well..Cant walk…We had to use the wheel chair it’s a shocking thing for me seeing daddy in a wheel chair but I had to swallow that. Daddy body is very weak maybe due to the medicines that he s taking.Rarely managed to catch some sleep these few nights having to be alert whenever daddy wanna go to toilet and now the thoughts of me to travel is very troubling…

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Bittersweet......


Say it with flowers

Tell me what you seen
Was it a dream?
Was I in it?
Life seems so obscene
Until it's over
Who knows?

All I want is someone who can fill the hole
In the life I know
In between life and death
When there's nothing left
Do you wanna know?

You come in on your own
And you leave on your own
Forget the lovers you've know
And your friends on your own

Tell me if it's true
That I need you
You are changing
I've seen this road before down on this floor
It is hurting me

Lies
I've got to get rid of this hole inside
I’m coming in on my own

Friday, July 08, 2005

Da bomb..

Duli yg Maha Mulia, Tan Sri, Puan Sri, YB-YB, Yg Berbahagia Datok, Datin-Datin (weee wwiittt-background noise) Tuan Haji, Hajjjah dan rakyat jelata..khekhe nari guek formal sikit..Negeri yg telah influasi kami dgn lagu rock n roll dari zaman the Beatles sehinnga skang…telah dibom !! Kecohh to the maxx beb..
Not to worri the blokess Bret Anderson,Bernard, Liam and the rest shits are safe and sound ..cuz they are all in a hangover state at their junkie studio. Guessed tho.

K back to normal state. Again “they” had striked. “They” defines millions. Hard to say who is behind those gruesome bombings.. As usual Osamas soldiers would be the main suspect. Once again the media will be flooded with fooking propaganda shit...

By simply just showing that a group declared they were behind those bombings from websites (can be done in minutes) is their main evidence. How dumb are the westerners. Its like at that moment of time their brains swoop down to their ass. Anyone can just build a website and claim they do that.

They just won the Olympic bid shit thingy. So does that ring a loud bell too. The French could be behind it. They must be upset with their 3 rd time failure. They deserve it for having a long nose too much arrogant wankers society..

Oh yesshh was passing by Swiss hotel with the gengs in tights hehehe u noe who.. yeah the tallest building so far which stands at 72 storey. Damn haha its as if we were hit by some terrorist threats. They had this bomb protection barriers before entering the lobby. And lots of Govt doggies loitering around city hall area. For what?? I just dun get it..Are they too much..hmm hard to say good to take precaution but hey r we too innocence to be bombard lah…haha I guess...Fook! There s this one particular ns cop with his blaaady step face giving me this weird look as if I owed his family cash or I slept with his gf or so... I just wish my shoes can land on his face... Does he not know he is a dog in blue suit..

Ohh whatever it is today is Friday…yeahh ahakkzz I m bringing daddy n mommy to movie..h trying my best these days to be fitted under the filial son category..Shld do this more often…

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Arrival of my new 3 stripes..

Before I begin yeah just remembered yesterday was the white ass american shit day of independence.Fook em if they r talking bout independence. There they r celebrating their years of indepence and at the same bloddy time sending their soldiers to steal other nations independence and freedom.. They claim they are helping yeah true for the media and blind people but definitely not for us. I believe they have to change their foreign policies because its just a matter of time to ignite the spark and that’s it.......................................

Wealways loveeee things increasing. Its like a virus expanding. For material ladies silicon are their dreams. Guys u shld noe..hehe. Its like u will never be satisfy with what you have.The number can never be a constant.Always have the urge to want more, have better, trying our best to gain perfection which I think will lead to sense of greediness and insecure within. Acceptance is a difficult concept to grasp because we had been training because we had been training to fight what we don’t like. Yesterday something dat has the $weete$t smell kept increasing. Well it has been ever since the departure.

Managed to get hold of Hos to accompany me to get my new gf yeah the three stripes !! Had been eyeing her ever since.
Was walking along at town as yess as usual lots off 100% top shops dudes and minah lying everywhere.. But yest saw this so called dirty reggae man. Firstly he s fat..damn bladdy fat ass. With his over grown dreadlock swinging left to right. I think predator looks better than him sia. These bunch of wankers need to be told off right at their face cuzzz they think they r cool which is totally aint true. They are insulting to fashion. If only my muscles were like Van diesel or I m one of those 8 bodybuilder brothers. I d surely say it out loud in front of that fat ass bollock. But it’s the other way around I getting thinner. Shit ass some says I m on drugs or something. Hell no !! I m pure clean. Just that the no appetite attitude is adapting well with my body. Miss my big appetite back in those days sigh.…My record was 2 big mac meal and mee goreng at one go..anyone to beat that ??? hehe

Walking along wisma with our eyes at every angle and all out sudden from nowhere this so called british shit dude press karim charles appeared. Old time junkie pal. I noe wats gonna happen if I were to hang out with this dude. Meeting him is like meeting with amstre maximator!! Chilled out behind Dubliner where u can see fake blue stars on the top of the ceiling. Was chatting almost about everything from our old sec school shit till now.
Yeah lots of things change..everybody changing huh. He s got these big hugee bladdy ambitious theories in his brain which I find it very hard but was able to undertstand ah. Its like he managed to switchon certain parts of my brain which were either buffering at the slowest speed or shut down.Now it makes me wonder. But nahhh I still live wit my principles

Hope for the best.. !!
Prepare for the worst..

Friday, July 01, 2005

You do the calling..

Was blog hopping due to having the most gracious free time.I so called declaring myself free as a bird which is the next best thing to do. No i aint a bummer or wat just that apart from my hilarious cold calls,there's nothing much i can do except to face this 17 inch square box and fighting this cold environment.

Oh yess stumbled upon this site and while reading i nearly spit out that cold coffee out. Total shock !! No this is not mine . I took it from somewhere which i tink i shld not say it out due to some reasons.
Read it up and yeah u do the calling.

01. You MALAY call each other 'BODOH' for fun, and too 'BODOH' to realize it's an offensive word.
02. You're the LAZIEST person on God's earth.
03. Always update with "lagu-lagu A-minor", "lagu-lagu rindu" and "wayang hindustani".
04. Always give a very long honourable speech start from Duli Yang Maha Mulia, Tan Sri, Puan Sri, YB- YB, Yang Berbahagia Datuk, Datuk-Datuk, Datin-Datin, Tuan Haji, Tuan Pengerusi Majlis.. and last sometime least...."rakyat jelata" sekalian......."terlebih dahulu saya ingin membuka majlis dengan asalamualaikuwaramatulahiwabarakatu......" My comment : LMAO !!
05. Many Malay ended at "pusat pemulihan dadah" for common drug abuse.My comments: Not anymore the manjus are the increasing ones.
06. "Air sirap" is the cheapest drink you can afford.
07. You like to tease and act perverted when someone with sexual appeal passing by.
08. You self proclaimed from a superior race (Arabs).
09. You love to eat, especially FREE FOOD.
10. Malay favourite quote = REZEKI JANGAN DI TOLAK.
11. Malay least favourite word = JANJI MELAYU.
12. Your girls got a mouthfull of chicken's ass (loudmouths).
13. You can't stand it and always keep on staring at someone who are better dressing / looking rather than your back- dated looks.
14. You wear your shirt more than 4 times before wash it.
15. You feel it's not right to eat first before everybody gets their meal (while your meal is getting cold).
16. You got that annoying habit of wanting people to acknowledge you.
17. You know for the fact that you are supersticious (bomohs and dukuns). MY COMMENTS = same wit other races too !!
18. You know for the fact that Malay jokes are decently lame and you always force yourself to laugh when other malay joker telling their lame jokes.
19. You always try to take advantage on other people work..
20. You are trained to be a sweet talker.
21. You love to offer drinks to your boss while polishing his shoe.
22. You always pick on juniors.
23. You don't care if everyone in your class/office know for the fact that you are lazy.
24. You are very protective on your seniority.
25. You are quite a slow thinker.
26. You prefer to borrow people's stuff rather than buy it, but hardly return it back.
27. You also always use other's property without asking permission.
28. Many of you are not sincere when making friend with non-malays.
29. You always waste your time in the public phone talking about "janji-janji manis", "omong- omong kosong", "aku hidup dalam blues", "Hindi superstar" and "cinta-sayang". (these are direct
quotes...)
30. Malay most popular ambition... * to the public = "ingin menjadi seorang insan yang
berguna" * in reality = to be a clerk, despatch, factory worker
31. Gossip are number 1 favourite past time.
32. Malay favourite magazine are URTV, Mangga, Jelita, Remaja and Variasari.
33. Marked as "bangsa pendengki" by other race in Malaysia.
34. When someone giving a speech, a Malay usually will nod their head (kepala terangguk-
angguk) not to show that they understand, but justsimply to act that they understand in a serious
manner.
35. Deep in the eyes of Malay, the meaning of "TERSIPU-SIPU BAHASA" and "MALU-MALU KUCING" are..... * GREAT APPETITE WITH A VENGEANCE.
36. Malay got less friend from other races because... * Malay are too proud of
their own language which makes them stuck-up * Malay also ignore that other etnic groups and
foreign people are willing to learn to speak in Malay while got other knowledge in other language.
(so now you know why this email is written in ENGLISH)
37. In Malaysia, people said "wear condom and don't forget to take a bath with Dettol if you make love to a Malay".
38. An example of a Malay with good grades =STRAIGHT C- MINUS
39. A Malay boss are known as * intimidating his staff * Sexual harrasing & Blackmailing * Welcome
more family member and friends to join the company * Corruption * Always bring company's
item home for personel use.
40. Malay, as the biggest population in Malaysia, are always feels threaten with the minority Christian in the country. My comment: Kinda true
41. Malay chicks always dream to have sex with White Man but always ended get f**k by their own
species.
42. Most babies found in the bushes, dustbin and suraus are Malay.
43. Most adultery/incest cases are by Malay.
44. Most divorce cases are by Malay couple.
45. Most yuppie wannabes are Malay.
46. Malay man got the habit using sink/wash hand area to rinse and wash their penis mostly in their bathroom, hostel and also in the public toilet.
47. Malay love to make fun at people who use toilet paper to wipe ass because they love to touch their s**t with their hand. My comments: Whoaaaa this suckss !!
48. Malay knows that other races could not dare to eat malay food not because of the spices but because the food was process by their ass-wiping-hand.
49. Malay use toilet paper in Malay restaurant / food court / warung to wipe customer's mouth and
hand.
50. A typical malay Ready-to-wear..... * a long, torn jeans, * a T- shirt * a pair of loafers Comment:kater rock n roll !!
51. Malays can't live without rice and chilli.
52. A malay who check in a foreign hotel will cook their food inside the hotel room with water boiler and a portable mini cooker to save cost.
52. Malay knows their favourite fast food......KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN hot and spicy. My comments : WATS WRONG WIT THIS ???
53. Malay will eat fried chicken and burger just like in the manner of eating rice with hand "one hand lean on the table, slouching head to the plate and other hand with finger close to each other to enter mouth".
54. Malay toilet always smells like "petai".
55. Malay love to remind people to have their morning shower but they themself always ended up having a BO in the afternoon. (BO=body- odour)
56. Backstabbing are malay greatest asset.
57. Cheating in examination or test are heredity.
58. Malay favourite brand are G.A Blue Jeans, Lady- like Jeans, a fake Ray-ban.
59. Upper class Malay favourite brand are the cheapest Versace t-shirt, Malboro Classic sometimes fake sometimes not jeans, an old fashion (erik estrada CHIPS) Ray- Ban glasses and a discount sales Mark and Spencer.
60. Weekend are racing paradise for "Mat Motor".
61. Malay never learn to accept people's opinion as a giude or challenge.
62. You feel that you had to support Moslem terrorist just because their are Islam and not because their are a serial killers. My comment : Totally wrong !!!!!!!
63. Malay favourite living concept = BIAR PERUT KOSONG ASALKAN RUMAH
CANTIK MACAM ISTANA.
64. The only musical instrument you can play is a GITAR KAPOK.
65. You Malay will pretend to ignore and deny that you are typical.
66. You MALAYS dreaming to become rich, but not by hard working or studying BUT with ALL KINDS OF SKIM CEPAT KAYA and STUPID MULTI - LEVEL MARKETING BUSINESS.
67. Dont have money but always want to action - buying cars like Waja, Wira and other expensive cars while you know you can only afford a KAPCAI.
68. Parents very rich but still go overseas using government scholarship. Go overseas to enjoy and
not to study.
69. You will start to wondering about yourself after reading this..

I definitely agree its more of a racist agenda.Again i m reiterating that i m not behind these criticcs aite !!